Remembering My Two Little Angels

Dear my two little angels,

Time really flies by; the time you have left me and went to be with our Heavenly Father has come again. This year, mommy has been really busy taking care of your little brother and by the time I realized it, it was the day. I felt guilty that I almost didn't remember it. Can you please forgive me.

On these days, I remember what happened years ago and am wondering how you two are doing up in our heavenly home. Are you smiling everyday? Are you laughing everyday? Are you full of joy everyday? Mommy can almost picture your smiles. That picture alone comforts me. It bring me smile that I couldn't have for many years.

Looking at your little brother who's growing cuter and cuter everyday, I can't help but to wonder what it would be like if you two were meant to be here, too. Since your brothers all look alike, I guess you two would have been very similar, too. Unless you were girls, then it might be a different story. Since mommy doesn't have a girl, I can't imagine how you would look like if you were girls. But, what I know is that you two would have been beautiful regardless.

I don't know when I will get to see you two. But, mommy is so thankful that I get to see you two one day because of the price Jesus has paid for me. Me, a sinner who has a deep stain that shouldn't have been erased, that didn't deserve to be erased. Yet, Jesus was willing to pay for my sin with His blood, erasing my stain and made it as white as snow......

On your anniversaries, mommy is comforted to know where you are now and that you are in the best place under the best care.

My two little angels, until we see each other one day, praise and worship God for mommy, too.

Remembering you two with lots of love,
mommy